Positives, negatives and everything in between fickraken

Jazzeh wrote:

Slivendiferious wrote:

Dannnnny wrote:

fick: damn you guys are persistent

We're thriving man. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Who are you again?

woulda been funnier with the first gif but didn't want to violate anyone or thing.

hi jazzzzzzz miss u 2

Neg: This has been a really unlucky day for me so far.

Barely missed my metro.
My train was 10 minutes late.
Got late to the mandatory lecture.
Had to spend a lot of money on school supplies (a drawing tablet) because the ones I borrowed were "to small" for this course (they were fine last year).
Someone stepped on my foot.
My train back home was 15 minutes late.
When I wanted to do the photography assignment we got today, which we had to do outside, it started raining. The photography assignment involves white paper. Hurraaay.

What's next world? What's next?

Neg: At the school library... no desire to do anything! ... well, except being on forums, I guess O_o

Fick: I'm homesick D: I miss the locales of where I'm from. It was nice living near the Naval Academy and having the local mall within 10 mins of my house. >.>

Rural southern Maryland is so boring and there's rednecks everywhere!

Neg: I KNOW I didn't do too well on that test

A lot of neg and ficks recently.....

Suikoden wrote:

Yeah I wan-na give Sliv a hug.

d'aww

Just hope things start to get better for us :/

Fick: Playing Skyrim. Game stuck on loading screen, it isn't frozen, new hints keep popping up and I can still move the camera angle on this odd dragon carving. It just won't load. It's been like this for 30 mins, and I am not sure if I should cut my losses and restart the system or keep the dream alive.

Falcom wrote:

Suikoden wrote:

*large txt here*

d'aww

Yer a butt!

Falcom wrote:

Just hope things start to get better for us :/

I'm sure it'll work out! :3

Suikoden wrote:

*seal of approval*

Pos:My first and only thread created by myself will come fruition in a bit

Neg:Our timezones they may miss it

I got 4 straight 12 hours shift starting tomorrow. Bring on the OT $!

Flib: NO SLEEPS.
Bugh: Got a presentation on Moby-Dick and King Lear I gots to give later today!
Ersm̘̟͖͔̮̗̗͖͚̺̩͉sd:ส็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็็: Where is joy?

LL stop breaking the forum, it's delicate

pos: Did better than I thought on all my tests
fick: means nothing because I haven't turned in a bunch of homework assignments, so my overall grades are probably slightly shitty

Neg: Huge snowstorm goin' through my neck of the woods and the wind is crazy.

Fick: It's 3 AM why am I still up?!

Suikoden wrote:

Neg: Huge snowstorm goin' through my neck of the woods and the wind is crazy.

Fick: It's 3 AM why am I still up?!

Aww man D=

I just missed you! Had I known you were online I'd have said hi.

Neg: Family drama. I hate getting caught inbetween fights. Especially when they say they don't care when I'm given undeserved crap while just trying to help (they can't talk like civilized adults).

Pos: Things seem to have calmed down.

Neg: Have to wait over 30 days for a simple doctors' appointment ó_ó It's normal with specialists, but this is just a normal clinic jeez.

Pos: Symphonia comes out in 12 days.
Neg: I have to grade tests over the next week and the stress will make me want to play Symphonia.
Fick: I could fire up the Gamecube and play the game, or just wait it out.

I think this all falls under negative

The girl i thought who liked me, only likes me in a platonic way

My mum still thinks I'm a girl

I tried killing myself

I am now in the hospital

I wish I was dead

Dei, I am sorry that you are going through a lot of painful things that pushed you to make the decision that you did. However, regardless of what has happened in the past, the fact that you are alive today is a positive. I want you to know that I will be praying for you, and if you want to talk about something, just contact me. I don't know what you are going through or at all what you feel, but remember that everyday is a second chance. If the people in your life are bringing you down, and it has been this way for a long time, the best thing to do is to cut ties with them. I know this is much easier said than done, especially with family, but at least try to surround yourself with people who love you for you.

Positive: We are all alive.

Dei, the way I see it, you must never under any circumstance attempt suicide. You only get one life, and once it is over... well it is over. You also hurt others when you suicide, which in a way is selfish...

Anyway....
Pos: Symphonia Chronicles sooooooon
Pos: All the ice outside is melting weeee
Pos: This came in the mail today

Dei, I've found that it sometimes helps to talk to someone completely unrelated to your problems. If you need someone like that, I'm always a PM away.

I don't blame or judge you for trying to kill yourself. Sometimes things are really painful and they don't seem like they'll ever get better. Regardless of that, I'm glad you failed. You can still live this life.

Today:
1) I posted a reply then I decided to scan through a certain thread.
2) Me: Hey, there's someone else with a Rita Mordio avatar.
3) Read name: Har... wait, that's me!
4) Ms. Suiky, was it you?

Neg: My bank trying to sell me some death insurance or whatever. "BUT YOU MAY DIE ANY TIME, YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND A BURDEN ON YOUR WIFE AND FAMILY, WOULD YOU!"

Pos: Freedom for a week
Neg: Lots to read in that week
Pos: Bravely Default is good
Neg: I feel sick due to staying up late for a midterm