Positives, negatives and everything in between fickraken

Neg: Friend's wedding is this sunday. No idea what to give them as a gift. I just remembered that it's a good idea to bring a gift. Gotta figure something out, i'll try tomorrow.
Frick: Sons of Anarachy finale was aight.
Pos: I love this game.

Neg/Fick/I don't know: My boss's boss's boss wants to see me for a review today. I'm fearful this could mean I'll be without a job when that's over. The last time he called me over a few years ago I got a raise, but I somehow doubt that's the case here.

Not gonna lie - I'm definitely nervous about it. But I also feel like I shouldn't worry too much about it, and that whatever happens, happens.

Tenshigami wrote:

Neg/Fick/I don't know: My boss's boss's boss wants to see me for a review today. I'm fearful this could mean I'll be without a job when that's over. The last time he called me over a few years ago I got a raise, but I somehow doubt that's the case here.

Not gonna lie - I'm definitely nervous about it. But I also feel like I shouldn't worry too much about it, and that whatever happens, happens.

It might not even be about you. Maybe he just wants to gather intel on your boss or their boss. Or one of your colleagues.

GOOD NEWS FOR ONCE OMG

Megapos: Holy shit was I ever wrong! I just got another raise! I haven't figured out the difference per paycheck yet but it will help me in my quest for an affordable apartment regardless of how much.

That's great news Tenshi! So happy for you ^.^

Neg: Said it before but I have the most dysfunctional family ever and they're so draining. How to shut off emotions?

Pos: Since my fiance finally got a job I can go back to school next year. Kind of nervous but excited \o/

Tenshigami wrote:

GOOD NEWS FOR ONCE OMG

Megapos: Holy shit was I ever wrong! I just got another raise! I haven't figured out the difference per paycheck yet but it will help me in my quest for an affordable apartment regardless of how much.

I'm genuinely happy for ya! It's nice to see all your hard work being recognized.

Pos: had my gaming final today, it was lest of final and more of a party! There was cake and cookies. It was a cake based on the portal cake!

Pos: In WoW, I've been gearing up and nearing closer and closer to my old skill level. My guild starts raiding in less than a week and whilst I do wanna bear tank my comp is utter shit. So instead I'll be doing some serious pvp in arenas. 

Pos: Loving Gundam Seed. Currently at ep. 17! Though if there is one thing that I cannot stand it's Flay. What a slutasaurus!

Neg: I need a new mic. I miss having ridiculously long convos with friends!

Neg: Today, I have 1 fewer year to live on this planet.
Pos: Today, I have lived on this planet for one more year.

Harbinger wrote:

Neg: Today, I have 1 fewer year to live on this planet.
Pos: Today, I have lived on this planed for one more year.

Happy Birthday!

Pos: I went to Waffle House today!

@Har A belated Happy Birthday to you, sir! I forgot you shared a birthday with an off-forum friend of mine.


Neg: Really pissed at myself because I can't seem to stop focusing on all the things that are going wrong.

YOU JUST GOT A F***ING RAISE! One that comes out to nearly $200 extra a month! This should make it easier to afford an apartment!
if the rent rates would just go back down at the one place I can even move to without a driver's license...

I even feel depressed about Christmas coming up. Where the hell is my holiday cheer? This is ridiculous.

STOP. BEING. DEPRESSED.

Harbinger wrote:

Pos: Today, I have lived on this planet for one more year.

Happy belated birthday, Har!

Tenshigami wrote:

I even feel depressed about Christmas coming up. Where the hell is my holiday cheer? This is ridiculous.

Have you tried reaching out for maybe a community online who help those with similar issues?

Pos: Gaming headset ordered. Can't wait to actually speak with friends again. Typing isn't the same and the once in a blue moon 4-5 hour convos on the phone suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks.

Fick: A RL friend who I drifted away from roughly 2 years ago has been on my mind lately. He stopped visiting right around the time my sister came into my life and it was right around the time that he found some happiness in life. He was stuck in a situation very similar to mine and that's how we bonded. His happiness came from meeting a dude he was into and had finally gotten the chance to visit him in North Carolina. He had said that his month-long visit went very well but that was when we drifted apart. I sometimes wonder if he was able to better his life in the long run after that visit.

Might ask a mutual friend of ours if she knows anything. Only issue was that they stopped talking as much as they used to and they might not even be in touch anymore at this point. :/

Tenshigami wrote:

STOP. BEING. DEPRESSED.

DO YOU WANT TO FIGHT DEPRESSION?~



Just look at that face Tenshi!

Isn't she a-d'awww-able?

Did that lift your holiday spirits?

Nay?

It's all about acceptance Tenshi.

Accepting yourself for who you are.

Can you accept that you are depressed? Can you accept that this is your life and that this is as good as it is going to get? Can you accept yourself? Can you accept who you are and all the choices you've made to get there? Can you truly accept the way you are? The way your life is?
Can you accept that people think highly of you and that you got a pay raise while you were expecting to get fired? Can you accept that christmas is just around the corner while you are feeling depressed?

Do you adhere to your own expectations?
If not, can you accept that?

No?

Well, good luck!

If you ain't got your own back, your life is going to suck forever.

Also, talk to people. Friends, clerks, family, coworkers.
Don't swamp the wrong people with your problems, just do some small talk.

People are made to hold conversations. They go mad without quality time with fellow humans.

Pos: Done exams. I am FREE!
Pos: Christmas is just around the corner!
Fick: My roommate's gone for the break, so I have the place to myself.
Fick: Finished Xillia 2 last night.
Neg: Why can't Tales games get final dungeons right?
Neg: My backlog for movies/TV/anime is far too big

Pos: Started PVP and was 2nd highest on killing blows in my first battleground!

Merry XMAS people!

Negative: Went curling and now I am really sore and have the worst bruise on my left knee

Pos: I just finished Fairy Fencer F

It was an average game, but I kept wanting to finish it. Unlike ToX2 that I dragged for a long time, I was legitimately interested to see how it was going to turn out.

Pos: I totally haven't had like 3 and a half drinks of somethin'. Nooooope!

Happy new year people!

Pos: Family and friends supper at my house

*pokes head in*

er, um

Hi

I'm back.

Hi Tenshi <3


Neg: Too much candy and food during the holidays. Afraid to check my weight /firstworldproblems
Pos: Getting back into playing Tomodachi Life.

Pos: HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! Have a nice year guys!

Neg: I had to spend new year in hospital because my grandmother became ill.

Pos: My grandmother is better :3